When we reflect what had given us joy or pleasure, they are not the instruments of pleasure like relationships or Money but small instances that have given us Sublime joy.
Feeling weak, faint, or dizzy
Tingling or numbness in the hands and fingers
Sense of terror, or impending doom or death
Feeling sweaty or having chills
Feeling a loss of control
This happens when the parents cross fifty and children start earning or get married,whether the son stays with the parents or not.
Recently I had a call on this from a son on this.
He was worried about this.
Each of the parents have complained about the other.
The Boy wanted to solve the issue
The Boy is over 35 and the parents in their sixties.
What has been an experience becomes nothing more than a fading memory.
I do not get involved, though some of these incidents appeared ,at that time, to affect my life radically.
On hindsight it does not seem so mentally.
Another curious fact is that most insignificant things get recalled but not what I thought was very important.
Like a game played on the street in childhood, a meal with a stranger in a Train, the hotel where I stayed in a town.....