Chemotherapy started.Because of my age, the sessions were split into sub sessions and it was suggested that I undergo half the total dosage during pre operation period and the other postoperation.
After the second Chemotherapy session, I was discharged and I was staying in my daughter’s house which was near to Aster JP Nagar Bangalore.
I was also prescribed some medicines .
Unfortunately due to lack of communication, a tablet was discontinued and this led to serious side effects and also, in my case ,Blessing, as I was bestowed with a Vision .
This happened after the third sub cycle/ session of chemotherapy completed and I was discharged.
Three days after stopping a tablet, on an early morning, as I was entering my rest room to complete my morning routine around 7 AM IST, I felt that something was not alright with me. I called out to my son in law ( I sleep alone in my bedroom as I feel it is comfortable for me,even if I am sick/ recuperating).
Meenakshi Kalyana.
Vishnu Devi and Siva
Then what happened was neither a Feeling nor Cognitive nor was it something one can communicate. It was an experience which can not really be called so as I seemed to be away from the Experience ,yet I was experiencing.
Did I dream of it ?
No, I was able to perceive, see( ?) hear( ?) with 360* perspective, with no restriction of Space or most Importantly Time.
I was seeing(?) ,I am using this term for want of better terminology. One who goes through WhatsApp I had, know what I am talking about), things around me in my daughter’s house;
-My son in law calling out that Appa collapsed, She calling out for the Ambulance,weeping,asking my son to come to Aster directly ;
I was seeing my son in law lifting me up as a child and propping me in the bed;
Hear him say that the Ambulance had arrived and that he is getting the wheel chair to go to lift;
Till then the body,which I later realised was mine,replied that it would walk and it would not need a wheelchair even to walk from the ground floor entrance ;
It walked,refused the stretcher and jumped into the ambulance saying that it’s daughter would be upset seeing It thus;
then the ambulance sped away to Aster JP Nagar ( which later I came to know took seven minutes);
The Body was taken to the hospital and I could hear the Doctors saying that It had to be admitted in Emergency ward as It was low in Sodium;
It was ,in its hands ,inserted the IV Needle;
Then I became ,’ I’
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